ii ROCK. you STONE. TasManiA ruLes!

Wednesday, June 30, 2010

whoop! ok,im getting ready to go for my class chalet. wake up at 8am,follow mum to market. then ate breakfast at kfc. reach home ard 11. Bathed & get ready. make up and stuff. n blow my hair wavy. hahaha! packing my bag soon n ohno,why did i placed my cap? aite,gtg now.. adios<3

0ppa(:

i hope ur chest is feeling better now. rest well aite. gonna miss u (:

fly away at 1:03 PM

Werl0~ I got my class chalet tmr. Mum ask me to overnight there. But i dont feel like doing so. I wont be able to watch my korean drama,0h! my lady. teehee^^ . today,nth much. clean my house and cooked for myself bean sprout soup. & oh,thanks for th nougat.. im loving it<3

k,shall update more tmr if i never ton. haha.. ***** texted me. He asked me if i wanna go clubbing tmr night. ahh,shld i? im kind of stress also,so y not aye? but i wanna change myself to be someone better. ......

ps,i wont be replying ur texts as often. i wont bring my charger. haha..

fly away at 12:01 AM

Tuesday, June 22, 2010

kay,i don noe if i should go airport to fetch u or nt? im stuck. should i hold on to my promises or just break it?

i didnt go out since last week. what a good girl i am. haha. except for today,meet sonny awhile n back home.
i don feel like going out. & i don feel like posting either. i miss you yet i don noe wat to do. i didnt slp th whole night.damn.

i wanna watch my korean drama aly.taadaa^^

uh fcuk!, hw could nickhun be so damn close to victoria eventhough they got married in we got married? this is unfair! i wanna go k0rea n0w n find him. uh!

fly away at 7:08 PM

Friday, June 18, 2010

~~Be a lady,act like a man(:~~

im back! teeheehee.. i enjoyed my holiday.
i played flying fox & banana ride. whoop! i dont dare to play since th guys dare me,i had to show my braveness.wakakaka!
Banana ride was awesome! Nabil,Naz,Faiz,god mum & me played. our banana boat was attached to a speed boat. so we sat on th banana boat,somesort like a ballon and went middle of th sea. gawd!,im scared at that time i imagined all sorts of rubbish thinggy. what happen if th sharp bited me and all. LOL!
luckily faiz was beside me all th time tgt with nabil. they-s0-th-power-ttm! always there when im scared. kekeke..

then at night,went pub to play pool. th pub like haunted place sia. no ppl. so th 5 of us,nabil,naz,shafiq,faiz & me played.

then next day,we went live band and disco at don noe what pacific hotel uh. it looked liked a ship. i swear,worst than singapore sia. i wont go again. imagined i go clubbing in singapore and batam tgt with my mum. it felt so weird sia. hahaha! th moment i step th disco with th guys,i asked myself "would baby mind?"
then i rmb that im single. haha. suddenly i gt th responsibility. mmm,did my baby go out while im nt in spore? actually i don mind.cx its nt my problems n i cant seem t trust u either. oopss!
gee..

k back,then my uncle kind of gt angry with some guys. cause they kept looking at me always surrond me on th dancefloor. fcuk sia. we stay for 2 hrs n off t hotel.

n now,my mum and god mum cant stop talking abt th police officer. haha. even faiz talked abt it cx he asked my number and i didnt know abt it. im nt interested in guys,sry.
haha. i just wanna relax and study.thats all.

ahh,i wanna watch 3 brothers. tired. goodnight everyone.

i wished im by urside 24/7,
so i would know everythings
& anythings thats happening
t u ):

fly away at 10:40 PM

Tuesday, June 15, 2010

Tmr going oversea. gonna miss DT & my friends.
i sprain my leg today.
fuck sia,pain!
i was shock when you came to my rescue.
thanks((:

yest i had so much fun.
minus th part where th guy asked my number.
hahaha!

dt,lliw ssim uoy

fly away at 11:53 PM

Saturday, June 12, 2010

Darla,sleepover soon aite?

i have been staying at home for a week.
& im freaking bored at the moment.
anyone wanna pei me go out?
we go LAN play audi(:

awwww,I MISS HIM):
haha,who cares,he also don noe my link.
for 1 week,ive been dreaming about him and everytime i dreamt,i cried for him.
I wish he didnt break his promise,we could be a happy couple now.
Anyway,he moved on already. So,wtf am i still lingering on to th past?
crazy me! phewww!
ive always missed him,do he missed me?
im sick right now,does he know?
does he even care and called?
he didnt.):

cereal daddy asked me not to think t much abt it.
Mustafa called on me just to asked how am i feeling.im so touched,guys.
People around me asked me to get a bf so i would forget my past.
easier said than talk. i don wanna made th same mistakes again.
& y must i force myself t find a bf when i still stuck in th past?
i need a miracle,pls^^

seeing you slack with ur friends,made me realised that i should make new friends.
cause all my current friends are either working or busy with their love life. screw!
faiz asked me to slack with him,oh god!,all guys..i dont wan..hahs!
i need a girls group.haha..wassup with me?
should i make new friends to forget my past or just stay th way i am?

Yest night mum almost called ambulance.cx i kept on crying.painful k!
i kept on feeling giddy and vomit. not only that,my stomach hurt like hell.
mum gave me money to go doctor again,but shes nt free to company me. damn..
suppose to meet fahmy today,but i lied t him saying im nt free.poor him.
y cant th guy,i liked,like me?
y th guys i dont liked,love me?
ahhhh!

i wanna go slp..nv slp th whole night.
i wish u would call me & send me to doc.));
talking about it,made me cried.
FML!

fly away at 1:35 PM

Thursday, June 10, 2010

0mg-usher

yest went doc cause i kept on vomitting & nose bleed):
then went playground to play with Irfan.
at night,faiz called and went shop with him.
yest received unexpected call from someone.
hahs! i dont know should i laugh or what?
I saw you with them few days ago and
you denied it? hahs! wth sia.
why bother to lied when we have
no string attached?
I cant figure out human sia.
You called saying someone wanna rembat you,
and you activate me? suck cock uh.
wont waste my fucking time with you.
Lies is all you know.

today school was fun.
im having sam now.
without fail,Cereal daddy gave me milo or honey stars.hehehe..
tq(:
&& thanks for being there to hear my silly problems.

aite,wanna go study now
&& i cant wait to go holiday with you too uh faiz(:

fly away at 3:17 PM

Monday, June 7, 2010

IGNORANCE IS BLISS.

Why are you being like this? tell me why!
Do you even care about how i feel? Do you?
why cant you be there for me as a friend?
Is it a must to have a r/s?
All i need is my friends to be there for me
& cheer me up when im d0wn.
So all this while your there for me is for a reason.
Your not here to cheer me up as a friend,hoping to get a chance?

hahs! im wrong about you.
thanks eh.

You know i wont get into a r/s real fast.
My priority is to studies.
So im giving you a choice.
Either be there for me as a friend

forget me as your friend.

is it so hard to stay as friends?
i know you have a feeling for me.
but i tried to ~~fake ignorance.~~
cause its too early for me to have a r/s.
I h0pe u understand.

<3

fly away at 11:15 PM

Saturday, June 5, 2010

went cp with mama cx suddenly i gt th urge t drink milk tea.teehee. then went ljs t eat.
then theres this group of guys sitting at th corner keep staring at me. i wanna go asked them why they kept staring at me,then mama quickly ask me t go toilet to relax myself. hahas. i don noe why im so hot temper recently. while walking to toilet,those 2 guys follow me. i tot they wanna rembat me sia. haha! skarli he want my number. chey! hahs. i just gave him a sarcastic laught n walk off. am i bad? told hunnie and he laught at me. wth sia. tsk!

stayed home this few days..am i a good girl, hunnie? gee! monday going out with darla<3
plan to go raffles > grab starbuck & slack.
thanks to kiddo darl,im addicted to that place. happy? ur fault la! cb. ooppps! hehehe..

to kiddo darl, thanks for being there for me. malu tau when u see me cried like a small baby. haha.
didnt expect to see me cried kan? cx i always show u guys th strong side of me. hurhur..i just wanna tell u im fine n dont worry abt me.imma strong girl aite.

fly away at 10:26 PM