ii ROCK. you STONE. TasManiA ruLes!

Wednesday, October 27, 2010

seriously,fuck th mth of october.! bad month for me. early in th morning,i saw what im nt supposed to saw on his body. it just turned me off & i keep my mouth shut! i dont even know what im thinking/doing. Luckily i can control myself. Life is HELL for me,for now atleast.

Since ure happy,i might as well leave! oh right,i left u already. so whythfuck m i still thinking of u? stills missing you n stills hoping for ur text! worse of all,stills think t be with u again ! i better stfu~

~~canyoutellmewhat'sonyourmind?~~

fly away at 11:49 PM

Monday, October 25, 2010

I guess October is a bad month for me. so many things had happened to me. today incident-don wanna talk abt it. one thing i learnt,is not t eat ! i dn wanna eat anymore! i regret for crying till my face were damn swollen. thanks everyone who tried t consoled me. ill be fine.was searching some webby n saw thru an article.smth abt diet pill...thinking should i tried it?? but theres side effect.

wth,i even though of killing myself. psycho me.is it my fault for being fat?!?! i cant help it that my tears falls everytime i thinks abt it. i bet i wont get any sleep. gonna bothers me big time. starting today,i promise not t eat much. only fruits n veg. admitted t hosp again? i don care. i wanna loose weight. its getting on my nerve.
man! mum keep asked me why is my eyes swollen n i nv touched any food today. went cafe2 today,bought th same food as th girls but didnt touched my rice. jus t satisfied Yati only. i noe she cared. My shoulder are swollen now -.- thanks t th exercise i guess? n i noe im gonna b sick again. i can feel it. my palm are pale/white. gawd,gotta b strong!

fly away at 11:06 PM

Thursday, October 7, 2010

Holla! hahaha. kay,ive been listening to taeyang-where u at & 2ne1-it hurt. been repeating it.oh,n some of th english covers,damn good.(Y) save to fav in utube. kekeke.

& i love th way u asked me those questions. make me feels that im kinda important in ur life.well,i hope. hahs. you can try to calls me if u dn believe th next time round(:

ive been sleeping almost 6am everyday! cn u believe it? i cant slp..insomnia i guess. borringg..sch,faster reopen. atleast i gt smth t look forward everyday..

Day and Night,High and Low,Where You At.

fly away at 2:04 AM

Tuesday, October 5, 2010

im having bad headache,abdominal pain and even feels nauseous.how come? Mr Google stated that im pregnant if im having all this symptoms.kns.! Morning woke up,went to market. Mom wants me to learn how to cook. :| Yesterday,went clarke quay. Had lotsa fun there :D Friday going out for midnight movie.Butbutbut,darla wanna go jb then to supper club.i wanna go also. or maybe some other time.Gotta save money to go oversea.. im thinking,should i go jb or not.. Mom saw my guy friend and tell dad that my boify is a ahbeng.=.= i dont even see which part of him is a ahbeng.more like an uncle. teehee.

ohmy,everyday i dream of his face. why must be him?! n he texted me,but i nv replied him. i don wan history to repeat again !

ohyea,i like this Coach's bag. more like a wristlet pouch. wanna buy but cant )): i wanna go oversea,so must save. can money drop,plsss.-.-

whoopwhoop! my friend is baking me a chocolate cake. i loike !

Boy you look so fine.

fly away at 7:11 PM