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Monday, October 25, 2010

I guess October is a bad month for me. so many things had happened to me. today incident-don wanna talk abt it. one thing i learnt,is not t eat ! i dn wanna eat anymore! i regret for crying till my face were damn swollen. thanks everyone who tried t consoled me. ill be fine.was searching some webby n saw thru an article.smth abt diet pill...thinking should i tried it?? but theres side effect.

wth,i even though of killing myself. psycho me.is it my fault for being fat?!?! i cant help it that my tears falls everytime i thinks abt it. i bet i wont get any sleep. gonna bothers me big time. starting today,i promise not t eat much. only fruits n veg. admitted t hosp again? i don care. i wanna loose weight. its getting on my nerve.
man! mum keep asked me why is my eyes swollen n i nv touched any food today. went cafe2 today,bought th same food as th girls but didnt touched my rice. jus t satisfied Yati only. i noe she cared. My shoulder are swollen now -.- thanks t th exercise i guess? n i noe im gonna b sick again. i can feel it. my palm are pale/white. gawd,gotta b strong!

fly away at 11:06 PM